Ah. Mitch is a very cute guy, too bad he is straight. Even though he is straight, he does play a homosexual character in the teen drama TV show, Skins. I really like the show, not only because of Mitch being gay and all or whatever, but just the story line. Anyway, I have made a few icons of Mitch. I think he is really cute, as I have said just a few sentences ago. Hahaha. I think it is really something that he plays a gay character, not many guys want to play a gay character, in my eyes, because they would not want people to think that they are really gay in reality. Yet some do, because they are just acting, right? Anyways. Here are the icons that I have made of Mitch Hewer. I hope you do like them. They are not the best, but I was really bored, and did them. I did not really put a lot of time into them. Blah. Sorry.

Colorguard is going really good right now. I guess I will be on the Rifle Line during the 4^th July parade. And if you guys did not know it is this Friday. The time is going by really fast. I cannot believe it. Anyways, I really have to get better on rifle. There is this one phrase that is somewhat difficult to me right now, because you have to focus on two things at once. I can do them separately, but not together. So, I am practicing to perfect it, and show the coaches. Blah. Anyway. Let me see what else can I say about Colorguard. Oh yeah, because of the parade and all, I had to refuse an invitation from my uncle on camping. Last Friday, my uncle called me and told me that my cousin cannot make camping over at Big Bear, so since there is a free spot, he asked me. Sadly I cannot go. Oh well. I really did want to go, but I have the performance, and I do not want to not go. I really want to perform and all. Lol. Sacrifices.

Summer school is getting really boring every day, from Monday to Thursday, sitting in the chair for 5 hours. I gets really tiring blah. I do not want to do it anymore. Seriously. But, it is totally worth it. I do not want to take the class during the year. It would be even more boring. Hahaha.

I will try and bring up some updates sometime this week. Please forgive me the lack of the content and all. Okay this is all. Everyone have a goodnitte, or goodmorning!

Peace.

Cleanout. I am sorry to say this but I had to delete some affiliates because they are not active anymore. Blah. I know this might seem mean since I was down, but I also have deleted some affiliates that I had, but they did not have me. So, yeah. Sorry.

Oy. Talk about pressure. Last night after Colorguard practice. My coach comes up to me and tells me about what I should fix on and all, and then tells me I have to be the best, I have to be better than everyone else, that everyone expects me to be the best since I am the only guy. Sure it is something great to be the best, but that is something I do not want to have said to my face. It just put pressure on me. I was also criticized on how I was tossing the rifle and all the most. Blah. I will work hard to be the best. Now I have to build up a reputation in being the best. I think tomorrow after Church I will start practicing and all. I just really want to show Robert (coach) that I want this. Blah. My hands hurt though, after practice which ended at 9PM, I went out side and practice even more until around 10PM just so I can get better. I actually am getting better there is this one toss that I was not really able to do that well. But I got it now. So yay me.

Anyway. I made a new layout. Somehow, I was not feeling the other. And once again, I am using the famous Britney Spears. I hope you guys like it. I do really like it in a way. But I am pretty sure that it will be changed sometime this week or next week. Today. I helped at the Band / Colorguard car wash, and got a really bad sun tan on my shoulders. Blah, then I will be having a performance this Saturday, and i will be shirtless. Ah this is bad, this is real bad. This is what I get for now wearing any sun block. Blah. Well I do have anything really to say today. So, comment my layout. Look at the two new icons. Just two. Well it’s something isn’t it? Hahaha.

Watch this Video:

And answer this questions:

1. How is your Summer going?
2. Summer School, Free Summer, Summer Job?
3. Leaving the State? Country? World? (JK.)
4. What’s up? (So simple.)

goodness. i am really happy that school is finally over now. i guess i can say that i am a junior now. i don’t know. well i do. so honestly i do not care what others say. summer school starts for me on monday though, school is still not over for me. but it is okay. but i also start colorguard practice on monday. then today i found out that i am going to be participating in my friends quince (15th Bday), i do not know how to spell it. lol. but i am really happy that she is inviting me. and practice for the dances begin this saturday. even though her party is on aug 30 lol. wow. pretty amazing.

i just found out about that winamp thingy and i really like it. i downloaded it. and even as i am writing this blog i am listening to music with it. =] it loads fast. plays well. pretty cool i really like it. i guess this blog is a bit random. i do not really know what to talk about since. well it is almost midnight. i do not think any body really thinks at night. oh i am sorry that i am not using any caps in my blog. i guess i just do not really feel like using them. i want to see how far i can go without pressing the shift button. i am sure that i have pressed it a couple of times in this blog, which caused me to backspace and correct it haha. oh well. see there is another random thing. who really wants to know about a blogger and his caps. hahaha.

anyway. i just created this layout. i guess you can call it “gay” since it has the rainbow on it. haha. no that is not true. even though it can be the reason. i do really hate the stereotypes, when someone see a guy use rainbow colors that person is automatically gay. well. do not consider me. i just do not like stereotypes. they are so stupid. okay. yes i am including myself in the stereotypers so i do not sound like a hypocrite. yet. i tend not to ever do that. i might sometimes. but still i just think they are so stupid. why does it have to exist? why?

i think i should be commenting more peoples websites so i can be able to get more people to visit mine again. i have been very inactive with my website. maybe tomorrow the first thing i will do as i get on the computer is start commenting people! okay! yes that is what i will do. or well i might go and play sims 2 haha. oh well.

hmm i do not really have anything else to say. so i wish everyone a wonderful summer if you just got out of school like me. and be good. =] and for my site hopefully i will be able to add some content next week. HOPEFULLY. Everyone have a good one. and goodnitte!

hmm. i do not have anything to come and update with but since my mind has been the whole time mostly on colorguard. i had edited a video from a competition I went to. I fixed the sound. I did not want to give it the gym-y sound so i got the song and put it over the performance and it sounds great. Watch it and comment it on youtube. That’s all for this blog!

The three b’s. Lol. They do not really have anything to do with each other, they are just the subjects I will be talking about. Hmm. Desperate. Lol. I am watching this one Gay German Show on youtube called Verbotene Liebe (Forbidden Love). It is a really good show. To summarize what is happening in the show. This one guy, Oliver or aka Olli, comes back from his long trip on Sea. And decides to stay. He moves in with this couple and this other guy. I think his name is Lars. Anyway, in the mean time of Olli living there, this girl, Coco, who is with Christian, oh and btw the story is about Oliver and Christian. Going on. Coco starts falling for Olli, even though she knows he is gay. But at the same time. Olli is falling for the straight guy, Christian. As things get tense, Olli kisses Coco, and Christian finds out there is a big fight…and on. Olli and Christian are at the Gym, and Olli talks to Christian about the kiss he shared with Coco, and then Chris asks Olli why he shouldn’t believe it meant something and all, and why he should believe what Olli is saying, and then Olli kisses Christian, since he is in love with him. Blah i know this is very un understandable, but I am trying my best. I cannot explain that well anyways. Life goes on and all, more fights. Then there is this time where Christian wants to get away from Olli because well actually he is trying to deny his feelings, because he keeps on thinking about the kiss with Olli. He decides to go with his girlfriend to Goa. I do not know where that is, but then he over hears Olli talking about how he does not want Christian to go. My guess is that he did really care for Olli at that time, because well he did not go with his girlfriend instead he broke up with her. As she left he kept his feelings hidden. A funny thing happened. Christian was so confused and in question on what he was, he joined this chatroom, surprisingly there was only one person. Christian as GAST84 (english Guest84) and this mysterious person named HALUNKE. Well, to tell you guys HALUNKE is Olli. They chat for many days not know that they are talking to each other. They were always talking about that person they love, and they were really saying I love you to each other. Then Olli decides to send GAST84 a picture of himself and bam Christian finds out, at first he thinks that Olli was bullshitting him, but then after talking, well it took awhile but then. He eventually kisses Olli. And well… they have sex… not there is no sex scene. But Christian says that it was just an experiment and that it will never happen again. And then later on in the show he tells Olli that he had been trying so hard to stop the feelings and denying it and all but he couldn’t then they become a couple. But hidden. So far as of what I watched only their roommate Judith and Olli’s cousin Olivia know about them being together since Christian is not comfortable to come out. Sadly I will have to wait know until more episodes come on. I watched like the whole show since the beginning of the year. Last night from 10pm till 3am in the morning. Pretty insane.

Britney. Ah. I am really getting annoyed when people always have to talk crap about her. And mostly it hurts me when my dad is always talking about her. He always says that he hopes this little girl CONNIE TALBOT will not become like her and all. Sure it is his opinion but it just hurts that he always says that around me. I love Britney. I love her music. Blah. I do not know. I just do not like when people just look on the bad things people do to judge them on who they are. Blah I do not know what is wrong with the world.

Beautiful. Love is so beautiful, watching the Verbotene Liebe makes me really want to have someone in my life. I want to find that right person. Someone who is funny, someone who is himself, someone who does not care what others think or have to say, someone who is caring, and someone that is the one. I mean watching the couple hold each other and love each other just makes me jealous. I will just have to wait until I find that right person. I just really hope I will find that one person very very soon. As I said. I know that I do not need anyone in my life to make me happy. But I want to have someone in my life. I want to be able to love and be loved in that certain way. You know what I mean. You cannot love your friends in that special way. That would be just weird if you loved all your friends the same way you loved your girlfriend, wife, boyfriend, or husband, right? See. So yeah. I just would like to have someone who I can love and who will love me back.

So I have finally come up with a new layout. It is not that great I did not feel like going all out but this layout is featuring me. I think the picture was taken at Cerritos HS or Mayfair HS last year during winterguard. Oh. I am so happy that I am able to join colorguard again. But I really need to go look for a job. I want to be able to pay for colorguard myself. I do not want my dad to pay too much for it. I want to show him how much I care about colorguard and what I will do for it. Hopefully, I will find a summer job really really soon. There is this job at an Ortho. I have to look if males can work there. I really hope so I think I will call tomorrow. Hmm, This is all for now. I will try and make content once school is over. So maybe in 2 weeks there will finally be new content. Ok byebye!

oh my goodness. i am really happy. today, as i was waiting for my grandmother to come back from her church rosary, i was spinning rifle, and my neighbor, robert hahn, who is also the coach for colorguard next year, congratulated me. i asked him why, because i was confused, and then he told me that i made the team. i am really happy that i made the team again. this is like a dream come true. haha just kidding. but i am really happy that i am on the team again. i have been anxious for being on the team again. sadly i am the only guy that will be on the team again. but it is okay. yet i did hope that i would have at least one male team mate to talk to because the girls often talk about a lot of girl things. but i can talk to them about it. haha some even ask my stuff about their butt. well that just happened to me once. one thing i can do is watch them put on make up. for some reason i love watching girl put make up on and make them all pretty and all. one thing that i can definitely relate to is boys. they can ask me if i think a certain boy is cute, and i can ask them. that will be fun. but i am on the team for colorguard not to do all the talking.

some of the newbies this year were told by the old members from last year, that i was a jerk. i will really work on not being one, because i did not even know that i was being a jerk. i was just trying to get the team to focus and all. so yeah. i did work on that during the whole audition week. i know the routine so i did not learn it. i taught it. anyway, some of the girls really made me freakishly frustrated because i was helping them and they are not doing it right. i tell them over and over and over. sure colorguard is hard. but there are something that are not that hard. then there was this girl that was giving me attitude as if i was weird and she was talking to her friends sometimes not paying attention to me at all. so i just kept my anger in, because i just do not want to seem like a bad person. i seriously felt like yelling. but i am controlling my anger. so that is something good. isn’t it.

school is almost over. i have two more weeks of school. one week of normal learning and then one week of finals. i am not sure how fast these next two weeks will be going. but i do hope that they will be going by really fast. but then i will be having summer school. but that is okay. i decided to go to summer school i want to finish my history credits and all. plus it gave me room for another class that i want to take. god i am happy.

well as you know that i have not updated the site for a long time. i will try my best to do it as soon as possible maybe once school ends. because i do not have summer school all day so i will have time. sorry again that i do not have any content up. this is all for now. peace.